Too hard to Carry On

6 months is all that we have now,
Its gone so fast and I don't know how,
3 years ago we hardly knew each other,
But now to me your like a mother.
I'm sorry for been a little selfish,
My grades won't be better just with a wish,
I'm not clever enough to stay with you,
All I think is i don't have a clue.
These results won't get me anywhere,
I wanted to stay with you, its just not fair,
At least you have most of our friends,
But with me, I simply go to an end.
The more I try the harder it is,
There doesnt seem to be much bliss,
The work I do gets me no where,
Life just isnt fair.
I guess there is never a happy ending,
So neither of us will ever win,
Our goodbye is now here,
Neither of us should really fear.
Promise me this one thing please,
Always keep in touch with me,
Ring me every single day,
And dont forget I love you, kay?