Birthday Dreams

Happy birthday sis,
i cant believe its been so long,
Your 18 now girl,
Free to do whatever you want.

But you've been free all this time,
Flying high in the sky,
Wind blowing in your hair,
I know you've seen it all.

Watched everyone in the world,
But I know you've kept a special eye on me,
Your special youngersister,
Your only sister.

You never got a chance to meet me,
I want you to know I'm doing fine,
But that doesn't mean i dont miss you,
In fact I think about you every day.

Your picture is next to my bed,
Along with your teddy,
The one which held two babies,
You have one, so do I.

People see me sis,
They just think i'm too happy,
But i'm not, honest,
I'm just hiding, hiding behind a blanket.

I know one day it will break,
I'll come out of the shell,
People will finally realise,
And maybe not despise the fact i cant stop smiling.

So Happy Birthday,
Make a Wish,
Think Hard,
And let me know youre here.

Well better go now,
Got a life to live,
Not only for me but for you as well,
So goodbye darling, my sister. sweetdreamsxxx